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Thursday, May 12, 2005

neromba update

It's hard to believe it, but we ran into Sasha's brother, Odarin in Neromba! Another dragon...and he's a GOLD one. All my life I've dreamed of bonding with a gold dragon. Every time I look at Odarin I get awestruck all over again. I managed to work up enough courage to invite him to share a room with me in the future. Hopefully by the time we get around to that I'll be able to talk to him about Solars and bonding without tripping over my own tongue.

Right now he's in the room next door with Rihkard, a guy he brought along with him. No, he's not a dragon but he looks like one hell of a warrior. I haven't even seen him in action yet but already I know I wouldn't mind having him as my bodyguard. I really hate to admit it but I KNOW I could use a little protection until my psychic powers increase and I get better at handing a sword. Back home I'd have a dragon to watch over me until I became stronger.....here I've only got myself to rely on.

I'm sharing a room with Sasha again tonight. I can't even look at him without getting this overwhelming desire to pull him closer and wrap my arms around him. Am I that desperate for a friend? That's what I thought at first but is it normal to have sensual fantasies about a friend? He'd probably want to kill me if he knew that I wanted to toss him down on the bed and kiss him until he begged me to do more. Cripes! I think a visit to a whorehouse is in order. Maybe that'd take care of my overactive hormones for a while.

Posted at 02:03 pm by Mikael_Vahet


	Mik May 23, 2005 06:37 PM PDT smiles, wraps an arm around him, kisses his forehead G'night.


	Sasha May 23, 2005 05:59 PM PDT stares at him for a moment then shifts to lie beside him, wrapping an arm around his stomach and resting his head on his shoulder Just nice little innocent kisses now, huh? smiles, snuggles up closer That's too bad. I like the way you taste. But you're right... yawns, blinks sleepily It's probably for the best... closes eyes, drifts off to sleep


	Mik May 23, 2005 01:47 PM PDT arm slides off his face to rest under his head, stares up at Sasha, looks concerned Why were you shaking? I wasn't thinking about forcing myself on you. I'd never do something like that, Sasha. jumps off bed, retrieves his cigarette from the windowsill, sits on the edge of the mattress and finishes smoking it I give you my word of honor that I won't let myself get carried away anymore. We'll share only light, friendly kisses from now on. grins No more tongue action even. drops butt into ashtray then lays down again Well, are you ready to go to sleep now? You can still use my shoulder as a pillow if you want to. I won't do anything except hold you so you've got nothing to worry about.


	Sasha May 23, 2005 11:53 AM PDT is breathing heavily, trying to fight off feelings of both desire and slight panic All right. That sounds like a good idea. shifts uncomfortably on mattress, then crosses his arms to hide his trembling... after awhile, turns his head to stare at Mik's face hidden under his arm Maybe it would help to tell you that I don't really want you to... pauses and swallow ...make love to me and... and all that. I'd rather just kiss and lie next to you, if that's all right. So we neither of us have to really worry about all that other stuff. tentative smile


	Mik May 23, 2005 10:04 AM PDT pushes Sasha's hair to one side and places soft kisses along the back of his neck Being here alone with you like this is...nice. whispers Turn around and put your arms around my neck. helps him shift position, then slides his hands to his ass and stands, lifting him up Hold on tight. carries him to bed, eases him down, slowly crawls over him, meets his lips for another spine tingling kiss You keep drawing me in, Sasha. presses their bodies together, cups his cheeks, licks and sucks his lips then gives him another profound kiss Every minute I'm with you I grow more and more confused. I know what I'm expected to do as the Prince of Solartis and never questioned it until now. his fingers slide through his hair, his mouth moves to nibble on Sasha's ear then down to suck at the base of his neck, leaves a bright red mark behind... rolls off of him onto his back, covers his face with an arm and groans softly I need to think and I can't do that when I'm lying on top of you consumed by the desire to make love to you. takes a deep breath Give me a minute to calm down then we can snuggle up close and fall asleep in each other's arms.


	Sasha May 22, 2005 09:38 PM PDT shakes his head, smiles another sad smile I'm not going back to bed alone. Not now that we've discovered how much better it is to share one! smile turns a bit playful But since I know you won't come to bed with me, and I won't go alone... shifts to sit in front of him on the windowsill, leans back against his chest, wrapping Mik's arms around his waist We can just sit here together until one of us changes our minds. looks over his shoulder to meet his eyes again I'm sorry I'm making things so damned hard for you. I don't mean to. It's okay if we're just friends you know. If that's all I can have... I guess it has to be good enough. settles back down against him, rests his cheek on his shoulder and closes his eyes


	Mik May 22, 2005 07:58 PM PDT grimaces, fights off the urge to crush his lips to Sasha's I don't want to argue either. wraps his arms around him, pulls him closer, gulps down his desires It's been 5 years, Sasha. gazes into his eyes, twirls a strand of his red hair between his fingers I don't think I'm ever going back home. presses their cheeks together for a moment, holds him tight then kisses him softly I'm no king here, and there's no pre-arranged marriage here. not sure where the hell he's going with this Damn, I don't know what I'm thinking. I like you, Sasha. closes his eyes I like you an awful lot. locks eyes with him again And I don't ever what to hurt you by making promises I might not be able to keep. takes a deep breath You should really go back to bed, because having you this close hurts me in ways I can't begin to explain yet.


	Sasha May 22, 2005 07:07 PM PDT anger dies while he listens to Mik, sits in silence for a while, eventually gets up & walks towards him on windowsill I'm sorry, Mishka... wraps his arms tightly around him, hugging him close Let's not argue. I like you too much to piss you off like that. kisses his forehead and cheek I'm sure you'll make it back to Solartis some day, and you'll make a great king, too. smiles sadly And a good husband, too, and an even better father to all those powerful little future Solar heirs!


	Mik May 22, 2005 06:08 PM PDT narrows eyes in the dark I don't want my race to die out! You mean you wouldn't give a shit if all the dragons on Elendor became extinct? cocks his head I was raised to be the next King of Solartis. Maybe you don't care about duty and responsibility, but I do. stops from admitting he's been questioning himself about it a lot lately though lights another smoke And I understand what you're saying about the love thing. That's why I don't want to fall in love and don't want anyone to fall in love with me. I keep hoping that I will eventually fall in love with my future wife and she'd fall in love with me too. takes deep drag off cig It's probably stupid to be talking about this anyway, cause it doesn't look like I'll ever get back to Solartis. goes to open the window, sits on sill So, why don't you just forget about the whole thing and go to sleep.


	Sasha May 22, 2005 03:07 PM PDT But why do you even CARE? It's your life, isn't it? So what if the fucking Solars all die out. So what if you're super powerful - that's just an excuse for your so-called family and friends to USE your ass and force you to mate with some girl you've never even met! makes a noise half sigh, half growl C'mon Mik. Think about it. Who's gonna want to share you like that anyway? You say you don't love this girl, so what's your alternative? Fall in love with someone else? Don't you realize it'd be like driving a knife into the heart of that person you "supposedly" love every time you sleep with that wife of yours? C'mon, get serious for once!


	Mik May 22, 2005 12:24 PM PDT But that's just it, Sasha. I CAN be with whomever I want to be with. sighs again Look, I was tested by the scholars shortly after I was born and they said I'm destined to become the most powerful psychic Solartis has ever known. So, my parents arranged a marriage to a distant cousin of mine who supposedly was also born with the potential for a great amount of power. grabs the bottle for another drink The whole point of the pre-arranged marriage is for producing powerful children, and in my case it's also to produce an heir. The Solar population is already dwindling so I have to do my part to have kids! slams the bottle back down on the table I don't love this cousin I'm to marry....hell, I don't even KNOW her. It would be a marriage of convenience, that's all.


	Sasha May 22, 2005 02:25 AM PDT grinds his teeth together and tightens his fist around his pillow... finally sits up and glares across room at Mik in darkness Goddamnit, Mik! Why do you have to be such a fucking pussy anyway? Why can't you just tell that bride of yours to go fuck herself so you can just be with whomever the hell you want??


	Mik May 21, 2005 05:38 PM PDT sighs, takes another drink, leans back against the pillow, misses Sasha's warm body next to his Yeah, it's probably best if we sleep in separate beds because I'm starting to like you too much and....well, shakes his head It's just better this way. sets bottle down, blows out candle Goodnight Sasha. stares at the shadows dancing on the wall from the moonlight coming in through the window


	Sasha May 21, 2005 12:33 AM PDT kisses him gently back... but then abruptly pulls away No... your future wife! I keep forgetting about that... sits up, shakes his head, frowns Look, Mik, I think I better... I better sleep in the other bed. I can't... I just can't... mutters to self Never mind... gets up, heads to other bed


	Mik May 20, 2005 02:00 PM PDT closes his eyes, thinks about his pre-arranged marriage, and grimaces I don't think it'd be a good idea for me to get TOO close to someone. runs his fingers through Sasha's hair, gives him a wistful smile Unless that someone was willing to share me with my future wife. kisses his lips softly


	Sasha May 19, 2005 10:31 PM PDT grins, grabs the bottle from him Always, always. takes a sip, sets it down on nightstand, cuddles beside him again But you only sleep with whores because you want sex, huh? Don't you ever just... you know, wanna get close to somebody? strokes his chest absently


	Mik May 19, 2005 06:57 PM PDT So you kissed you friends and you slept with some of them too. raises a brow and takes another drag off the cigarette Sounds like sleeping around with them only hurt you in the end. Think that's why I'd rather stick to whores...it's less complicated and nobody gets hurt. waves the bottle at him Want a drink?


	Sasha May 19, 2005 02:57 PM PDT smiles when he strokes his cheek Course we went beyond kissing. What're we, hatchlings? rolls eyes Ayisha is a girl. We weren't together long b/c... well... looks frustrated It's just different with girls, and I couldn't... turns a little red, frowns Anyway, it was easier with Ilya and Yuri b/c they're both guys. sighs I thought Yuri and I might be more than friends, but he was sleeping with Yulia at the same time. I was such a dumbass to think that any of them could actually care about me - OR each other.


	Mik May 19, 2005 02:20 PM PDT frowns, feels a little confused by all the names being tossed out You sure got a lot of friends. reaches for the smoke, takes a hit off it Are they all girls, guys, or a mixed bag? strokes Sasha's cheek How come you don't wanna talk about them? I'm your new best friend, right? So you can tell me anything....like....did you ever go beyond kissing with any of them? takes another sip of wine


	Sasha May 19, 2005 01:42 PM PDT smiles lazily after their kiss, but then frowns No... I only kissed three of my friends. We all sort of messed around with each other, but I never had anything to do with Yulia and Vanya. I was with Ayisha first, then Ilya, then Yuri. But Yuri was also with Yulia. frown deepens, is about to say more, then shakes his head Anyway... I don't really wanna talk about all them. Besides, I like you loads better. smiles


	Mikael May 19, 2005 10:57 AM PDT sips some wine, sets bottle down next to the ashtray, grins when Sasha kisses his cheek No, I've no further commands for you at the moment. kisses the top of Sasha's head then runs his fingers through his hair Earlier you mentioned that you never really liked kissing any of your friends before. fingers tighten in his hair, pulling his head back slightly to meet his lips for another deeply erotic kiss, gazes into his eyes afterwards So, I guess that means you're in the habit of sharing kisses with everyone you befriend, huh?


	Sasha May 19, 2005 03:24 AM PDT tugs off boots and tosses aside swordbelt, grabs bottle and jumps into bed to sit beside him Your wine, prince. hands him the bottle, gives him a mock bow, and grins Any other commands for your humble servant? laughs, kisses his cheek, then slips arm around his waist and leans against him Hmm...I'm not really all that sleepy anymore


	Mikael May 18, 2005 06:18 PM PDT Ya, I wouldn't want to get you wet cause you might melt or something. laughs then winks Just teasing with ya. sets smoke in ashtray, strips off shirt, pulls off weapons and boots, hops on the bed Grab that bottle of wine before you come cuddle up next to me, Sasha.


	Sasha May 18, 2005 03:16 PM PDT laughs You'd better not! If you douse yourself you'll get me wet, too, silly. takes his hand and pulls him back inside C'mon, then, let's go back to bed. And I promise not to kiss you enough to make you run back outside again smirks


	Mik May 18, 2005 11:22 AM PDT lets him take a drag off his cigarette I've never slept in the same bed with someone else before. grins and takes a hit off the smoke I think it'll be cool. tightens arm around him I'll keep the water pitcher next to the bed...in case I get too hot from your fantastic kisses. laughs


	Sasha May 17, 2005 11:50 PM PDT Sleep in the same bed? feels slightly flushed, then chilled, then flushed again Uh... clears throat, grins a shy grin Yeah, that'd be cool. slips arms around his waist and leans against him, kisses him gently and teasingly It'll be fun to have someone to snuggle up to all night. smirks


	Mik May 17, 2005 05:49 PM PDT smiles I'm glad. cups his chin, lifting his face so they're eye to eye I think we're becoming the best of friends. And there's nothing wrong with best friends sharing a couple of kisses now and then. moves his face closer to Sasha's, stops an inch away from his mouth and places a kiss on his cheek instead....pulls back his hand and leans against the building, takes another hit off the smoke Why don't we sleep in the same bed tonight? Then we can keep kissing until we pass out from exhaustion. grins


	Sasha May 17, 2005 02:59 PM PDT smiles and suddenly feels a little embarrassed Yeah... well you're pretty good, too. I never really liked kissing any of my friends before. I guess I like you more than I liked any of them. laughs, stares at the ground while kicking absently at a clod of dirt


	Mikael May 17, 2005 12:46 PM PDT takes a deep breath then nods at him Ya, I feel a lot better. Cold air works wonders at clearing the mind and settling certain things down. grins, lights a smoke, stares at him while taking a deep drag Did anyone ever tell you you're a damn good kisser? slowly exhales smoke I know I could easily get addicted to kissing you.


	Sasha May 17, 2005 10:55 AM PDT smiles and stretches like a cat on the bed Mmmm... laughs and lies silent for a moment, thinking happily about what just happened, then decides to get up and follow Mik outside; approaches him slowly, grinning and with hands clasped behind his back Feeling okay, Mishka?


	Mik May 16, 2005 11:47 AM PDT eases him down onto the bed, keeps one hand at the back of his head, the other roams along his chest while the kissing continues....sweet and slow at first then becoming more heated and passionate Whew. breaks away several minutes later, brushes hair from Sasha's cheek I really ...eyes move down the length of his body before resting on his face I really need to... licks Sasha's lips...step outside, and...nuzzles his neck, kisses him deeply again then forces himself to jump off the bed I gotta talk a quick walk. runs outside, leans back against the building and breaths out a sigh of relief when the cold air hits him


	Sasha May 16, 2005 01:01 AM PDT blinks and smiles, tries to catch his breath I don't know, I mean - That was SO better than nice, that was - I've never kissed anybody like that. I've never felt - halts, blinks again, laughs Hell, I don't even know what I'm trying to say. I could kiss you a thousand more times, if it's always like that. tightens his arms around him, not wanting to let go Kiss me again. I'm way more addicted to this than I am to wine or Ocol weed.


	Mikael May 13, 2005 03:03 PM PDT his fingers slide from his cheeks through his hair, coming to rest at the back of his neck Now how can I say no to someone as gorgeous as you? smiles then closes his eyes and slowly moves closer until their lips meet for a soft closed mouth kiss...gently teases Sasha's lips apart with his tongue...it darts inside his mouth to explore for several minutes...then he breaks away, a grin on his face Wow. That was nice. stares into his eyes, runs a fingertip along his jaw Maybe too nice. other hand moves to the center of his back drawing him closer If you keep kissing me like that you'll have me constantly begging you for more. Maybe we should take a break and have some wine or a smoke. winks That'll give me a chance to cool down.


	Sasha May 13, 2005 12:26 PM PDT laughs Now why would I do THAT? slps arms around his waist and gives him a devilish look How's this - if you don't kiss me, I WILL bite you! growls playfully


	Mik May 13, 2005 08:32 AM PDT stares at him, thinks he's kidding around Moves closer, takes his face into his hands, gazes into his eyes* You sure about this? You're not going to bite my lip off or kick me in the balls are you?


	Sasha May 13, 2005 01:50 AM PDT Yes! Course it's normal. Kiss me, kiss me, kiss me!! big grin Please?

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